Holy cow...11 days. And with that has come the gamut of emotions. I come from a family of criers; my mom, my aunts, my grandmother. It's usually not a family event anymore if there's not a tear shed. As the days to the wedding become fewer, I have noticed that the emotions that I go through have been like a rollercoaster ride.
As I wrote an email to a friend this morning, I couldn't help but get emotional about the past and the upcoming future. Sitting there writing, I laughed, I cried, and I laughed some more. That's how it seems my days have been lately.
In just one day I might not be able to stop smiling over my upcoming wedding and 10 minutes later, I can't help but get anxious. By the afternoon, I'll be laughing at the great times that we're going to have, and then crying over the thought of marrying my best friend.
It's probably 100% normal to be feeling like this...however I've never done this before so I could be completely out of my mind. But I have noticed that there is one common thread to all of my emotions and that is happiness.
No matter if I'm crying or laughing, anxious or excited, they all happen because of the happy thought that I am getting married so soon. I know that there is no doubt about it I will cry on my wedding day. And there's no doubt about it that I will laugh on my wedding day. It's like the ups and downs of wedded bliss.
So bring on the emotions : )
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